It's July, will be hitting my 1st year anniversary as a married couple.. 

My flat is done... The so called "home" for me (I don't care who read this and comment on what, this is my mindset-whatever) 

Okay why I said is a so call "home" to me... 

Well there is few reason: 

1) Is not just the couple who is staying. (没有所谓的二人世界)

2) My decision seem majority but in fact not really. Okay might be more on it la

3) 老公become夹心饼, mean I have to give in

Of course the above is 讲来给我发牢骚的 (Because 我心软和同意过)

我实在是开心不起来。我带着很沉重很矛盾的心情去拿钥匙。不知道为什么。

我要的＂家梦想＂没了（其实还好应为还是个属于我的家。）

我哭了，因为我会离开我母亲，我的娘家，我很不舍得，因为不单单是母亲还有外婆。住了快二十三年说不舍是假的。

如果老公可以多为我的立场想，那会有多好！他没站在我这里想，只会说我固执。他不了解一个女兒离开母亲的心情。为了这一点，启发了我忍住已久的泪。

我看似坚强但其实我需要的是关怀。枕边人做不到,他有他的无奈但我有我的立场。