11.May.2012: Random
It's been months since I meet up with the girls already!
Not that I dislike my work,office or people. But the work load!!!
I don't even know if I do still have friends. LOL

Last year 28 July I agreed to married him and I seek for the blessing.
Because I know I'm still young.  Then I come to realise that it depend on the both of us look into our marriage!
Have attended 2 week of MPC (Marriage Preparation Course) Which is partially force to go too. Not that I don't like or I disagree but it's a SIX week Sunday course. OMG seriously..... my sleeps!!! Zzzzzzzzzzzzz

13.May.2012: LOVE
Have attended MPC for the 3rd week already.
Today topic on SEX - Family Planning - Baby's
They say men's are also wanting sex but women are another way round.
When women have sex they need to be love,romantic. LOL what a comment.

13.May.2012: Work
He has been VERY busy with work this week even on a weekend... (although I know it some times back that this will happen but the feeling for it is really a MESS)  & he have no time for me!!!  I don't blame him on working hard but there is a limit to it.
Our only time now is weekends why? Cos I have been OT-ing everyday!!!  I know he may not be that happy about it. So there is always a give and take. I know I'm getting no life here.! He has been asking me to quit, not that I don't want to be a tai tai but given the status now is better for me to work! Since I'm young why not work and then study when we are more stable down? I do enjoy working with current colleagues :)
TEAMWORK is what we have now.

13.May.2012: Family
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!
It's another year of mother day. This year I did nothing. But all I can say is I appreciate my grandma and mother for ALL THE HARD WORK SINCE 1990s.

You know what sometimes is not easy to be in between them because I have to think of the both of them feeling and thoughts. Mummy knows how Ah Ma will think but I do know her feeling is still not good afterall.

I used to hope that they will stop all this.
Who knows things won't stop, time don't heal but added on.!

I have not been concerning about my grandma, she lives just few blocks away from me. I see her like once a month nowadays. I know it's VERY WRONG cos she the one who looks after me since a baby! I love her deep. Not sure if she knows this too.!

Even mummy who I lives with, I don't even gets to see her everyday and ask how is she today blah blah blah...

我是多么的不孝顺啊！

13.May.2012: Studies
Ok it's another round to seriously think if I should study now or later!!
I hope to get a degree cert.! But......................................

13.May.2012: Weddings
Hummmm, going to starts preparing all the things already.
July is like just 2 more months? OMG people are stressing me too.!
I need to slim down very badly already.
I need to start paying things already.
I need to plan the actual day programme already.
I need to think of what to say for thank you speech already. OH MAN!!!

无形中烦恼真多！