This two days i have been thinking a lot....
> Have i really found the right one...?
> Is he really love me...? (In fact i know, how much he loves me/dote on me but you will still have doubt de right)
> Why do everyone dislike him...?
> Why is my life so SAD...?
I ever think of have i made the right choice to date with him in 2007...
I don't regret loving him, no matter what has happen for the past 3 years & 5 months.
Now my feeling of afraid of getting married is back...!!!!!! SHIT
Sharon was talking with me about him ytd when we are otw to JP (I take in about half of it of what she said)
Back home, talked with Mummy (Asked her about my dad). She told me i'm just like him (Very soft hearted, Hardly say NO to people) Heehee :D -.-"
All i can say now is that i'm very confuse..!
I will be alright SOON...! Maybe just leave me alone for the time being ba...!
Seriously i WOULD like to know, what make u people dislike him so much or for whatever reasonS..!
It could be a misunderstanding or personal judgement (but pls let me know) To solve my doubt please...
To my FRIENDS: I need u people blessing (u people are my friends, no matter is just a friends or good friends pls don't think that u r not important to me) Tell me WHY? SMS me also can, msg me on Facebook also can..!
~PLS~
ps: Mummy i'm ok... Don't cry or feel sad when u see this k...! Life have to carry on...! There is up and down (It's part of life)
Heartaches... Sorry Everyone Maybe i have make u guys upset...!
I agree that i'm very soft hearted...
2 story to share:
1) A close/best/good friend of mine just walked off when i was on the phone... I don't bother to sms/call to ask where is XXX is.... (Tell me, have i done wrong?) 15-20min later, XXX sms me said she/he is not feeling well... Ok I accept it...! Since when can a people who is so stupid to forgive so easy??? [I'm not sure if i have done anything wrong or said anything wrong, i tot we should say it out to prevent any misunderstanding?] whatever it is, i'm OVER...!
2) A bf is busy at work the whole day so he didn't sms/call his gf AT ALL... (For ur inform: If the gf don't put her shoe on him, she will bomb his phone for sure... She used to be like this.. Her ITE friends know too... Cos she know the different in 1 working and 1 not working for a couple...) When he is back home, he claimed that he is tired, so they did not chat AT ALL again... The gf is very angry/ upset actually, so she said she is not going to forgive/sms/call him for as long as possible. She know is not possible to last for more than 1 day... So she set it for 1 day only... Half of the day past, bf keep sms-ing, calling... Fnially she picked up the phone (Reason: For the sake of her movie that she wanted to watch -.-" )
REALLY I'M DAMN STUPID...!
But 傻人有傻福,不是吗?How true is this?
**Ok Maybe i should just end with BBQ overall photo**
